If love is a labor i'll slave til the end

1:57pm: </3

9:42pm: life is good.

9:36pm: 1.Who are you?
2.Are we friends?
3.When and how did we meet?
4.How have I affected you?
5.What do you think of me?
6.What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7.How long do you think we will be friends?
8.Do you love me?
9.Do you have a crush on me?
10.Would you kiss me?
11.Would you hug/embrace me?
12.Physically, what stands out?
13.Emotionally, what stands out?
14.Do you wish I was cooler?
15.On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16.Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17.Am I loveable?
18.How long have you known me?
19.Describe me in one word.
20.What was your first impression?
21.Do you still think that way about me now?
22.What do you think my weakness is?
23.Do you think I'll get married?
24.What makes me happy?
25.What makes me sad?
26.What remeinds you of me?
27.If you could give me anything what would it be?
29.How well do you know me?
30.When's the last time you saw me?
31.Ever wanted to tell me something but you couldnt?
32.Do you think I could kill someone?
33.Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34.Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35.Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?

8:03pm: straight a's. wow i am the shit.

1:57am: wow i am so confused. and i have a feeling that everything i have been doing is gonna come and bite me in the ass. all because of stupid feelings. blah. i miss you...as usual. some things never change. i just hope your thoughts make me happy, because as of right now, they are. dont change your mind again. i dont think i can take yet another let down.

4:10pm: 1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

10:36pm:

( 30 things guys should know about girls )

12:24am: i miss you.
i think about you all the time.
i try to date others to forget your memory,
but they all remind me of you,
in a microscopic way,
such a small way, because no one compares to you.
at all.
every one of your words echos in my head.
everything we ever did still remains so clear.
i love you.
do you feel the same?
i like to think you miss me,
and i run through your mind every second.
am i in your thoughts?
you are in my prayers.
can we go back to the beginning?
when we were happy.
late night walks,
followed by long night talks.
i still remember.
its all so clear.
naive little girl, i thought it would last.
but it didnt,
and you dont want me,
or miss me,
or love me,
you have moved on.
i guess i know what i need to do,
but i just cant let go.
i will be just fine,
pretending i am.
holding my tears.
and guarding my heart.
but just in case you wanted to know,
i love you.





havent decided if i like it yet...